Why all the structure?

Sometimes I ponder the way's in which this world is strucutred.

All of these laws and rules and regulations weigh us down. I just want to be free. Dont get me wrong, i think its completely horrible to go out and kill someone, and steal and other atrocities. there are certian rules all mankind SHOULD abide by.

but religion, sexuality, politics?

Who is the high an mighty king that made up all of this bullshit we abide by? And why do we still listen to it? There are so many rights and wrongs and so much black and white.

I hope we haven't lost the ablity to think for ourselves. I feel like if you dont want to fit a certian mold, then you dont have any support or much of a future.

What if i wanted to drop out of college, find a job in a foreign country doing some odd job, and then in a few weeks pack up, move to another foreign country and start work there only to pack up and move again. I think it would be one the most enriching expriences i could ever endure, yet people would think i was FUCKING crazy for doing it. So sad.

Free will belongs to what society wants you too do. Sure we have the will to pick and choose any college we want to go to, but we still HAVE to go to college. I really value higher education, but what if i wanted to take a break from it? I'm not sure if a single person would support me in that. It's so sad that these ideals have been impounded in our head, and we are prisoners to them.

If you dont do what you want to in this world, you're not really living.


song: " Drops in the River- Fleet Foxes"



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